I was sat down of the tree at the small garden back of my house, I felt like heaven comes to me. Stared the sun went down and all the bird came back to their nest, so amazing. I didn’t know why I felt so comfortable if I close my eyes and feel the breath that I take at this place. I wanted to forgot everything this day, forgot about who I am, forgot about why I live, and from where I was. But, it was failed. All the things that made my life stuck fly over my mind. I couldn’t even throw it away. That was a serious problem for me. Deep and deep, I realized that the night came. I should come back home, but I am not sure I want to back home.
Maybe for other people home is a beautiful, nice place where we can get love from our parents. But for me, home was a scared place since that time. Since that time, my life was changing. My parents seemed too busy with their business. They hadn’t any time for me, even for themselves. I felt that I didn’t have any parents anymore. That was why I never been feel comfortable at home. And when I arrived at home, again I saw they were fighting. I didn’t know what exactly the problem is, but one thing that I exactly know that fighting is their new job.
Whereas, view years ago when my parents just started to built their own business, we were harmonious enough with low economic condition. We really love each other, and we understand each other. I remember that time, when we just ate an omelet and we were very happy. But now, even if I eat nice and delicious foods, have lot of money, and I feel very sad. On a soft bed in my room, I didn’t realize I sleep with my hope that my family will be back to me.
View days later, we were eating our breakfast. “How do your school Bill?”, my father said. “All is well dad”, I answer briefly. “You must to be smart student, and then you can be able to pick my position now”, my mother said that while ate her bread. My father looked little bit uncomfortable with that word, loudly he said, “He is going to run my business Sarah!”, “No, your company will be bankrupt soon Andy, no money will earned from that company again! It’s because you use your money for gambling and for your other women”. Bla bla bla bla, they started to fight again, it was my daily view and I was boring. I just wanted to stop it, and I said loudly “Stop it, I will earn my own money with my way!”, then I picked my bag and went to campus. Now, I was a poor 20 years guy. I could make my own way, but how could they treated me like this? It’s not fair for me. I would like to live in the small house, eat simple foods, have simple job, but my parents love me very much rather than I live with a lot of money besides me but I am really unhappy. They couldn’t understand that money isn’t everything, sometimes money couldn’t make someone’s life hundred percents happy. But love, love could make everything happy. It was hard to tell it to my parents. Along the way, I just thought about the way how to say that.
View years later in the middle of January, something happened. That afternoon, I saw my mother cried. “Did something happen mom?”, I put my bag on the sofa and sat beside her. She answered slowly, “Your dad”. “What happen to dad?”, I was worried of my father. Whatever he was, however he had been changed, but he was my father who make me live. I looked at her eyes deeply, she was really sad. Even they always fight, but it couldn’t make her love to her husband disappeared. For a minute she just kept silent, and then she said “Your dad was in the hospital, he shocked because his business bankrupt. And mine too, we don’t have monay anymore Bill. How could this happen to our family? This world isn’t fair…”. Tears fell down from her eyes. I understand the situation, it was really hard to them to lose everything. I hold her arm and said “Mom, it doesn’t matter if we live like our life previously. We have enough food, we have enough money, everything is enough and we live with love mom. I never wanted to have lot of money but we live without love. You are too busy with your business and father wit his, even you don’t care about your self. I don’t like it mom”. Again, she kept silent she looked at me deeply, even the tears still fell and she smiled to me. “I’m proud to have son like you, I’m so sorry to ignore you, I’m sorry not to give you our love since we were busy. We have been done a big mistake for you and for our life”. She leaned on my arm, I felt the love again.
View weeks later, we live normally again, full of love each other. We live in the small house, but it doesn’t matter as long as it was roofed of love. They realized that richness was not everything, richness could make happy but it’s temporary and it could cause so many problems if we couldn’t handle it. Love is something which will make a family full of happiness.
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